I don't know why, but lately, I've been thinking about babies and baby names and everything having to do with babies. Yesterday at Walmart I even asked my son in front of my husband if he wanted a sibling..
It's like I have baby fever, but I'm not acting on it. Would you call that inactive baby fever? I want more children, I just don't want them now so I won't pursue it. Idk. It's like I'm secretly planning out the fact that I want a huge family with like 12 kids. In all honesty though, I'm afraid to have more kids because there's so much negative things going on in the world and I think bringing more kids into it will just destroy me. I also worry about being able to care for multiple kids and everything else that comes with raising kids. I'd love to just have tons of kids and fill my house with the little coos and giggles and love but I really don't think that'll happen for a long time and if it does, there will just be one more little kid. Maybe two.
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