12/23/2015

DISCONNECTING

   Just like the title says, I want to be discontinued from the world now. My depression and anxiety are so bad and get even worse when I open Twitter or Facebook. I see everything going wrong in the world and it makes me ache inside. What kind of world will my children and their children grow up in? What will they have to deal with?
   The overall lack of kindness and common sense is overwhelming too. I don't know how some of these people even know how to keep breathing and I can't take it. It's not like I'm being bullied or harassed online, I just can't stand seeing stupid posts and statuses.
   Twitter will be the first to go because it's pointless and probably the most stressful. It's full of people complaining about the stupidest things and attacking you for every little thing you say and ripping you apart for how you look and pretty much anything they can think of. Instagram will be next because it's just pointless. Then, Facebook will go. That will probably be the hardest thing to get rid of because that's how I keep in touch with distant family and friends. It's how family/friends see my son growing.
   I need to delete it all though regardless of what anyone says so I can recenter myself and be there more for my son and husband. I will be keeping my blog though. Besides, social media and everything alike is starting to ruin what humans are supposed to be doing. We aren't meant to have our faces buried in a screen. We should be outside running around, breathing fresh air, wandering around in the world around us, and discovering our talents.

That's all.

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